Feeling the weight of my crazyness.

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The top of my left foot, where I was stung by the scorpion several days ago, stopped hurting two days ago but is still completely numb. I cant feel heat or cold there, I cant feel any touch there. I hope the sensation returns, mostly because I hate to think I'm sharing my room with creatures that can give me permanent nerve damage.

I feel like revealing this to anyone would change nothing. I have so little power in my life to change anything about my environment, and if I reveal that I'm in this sort of peril, literally nothing will change.

My window blinds have been broken for months, so I've just sat in total darkness day and night. My brother's blinds have been broken for years and just left that way. Nothing to be done about it. There is nothing I can do about anything.

Comments

[shatterstripes.livejournal.com]

Um. I think this is probably a thing you should try to do something about.