Car stuff

Last night I had an anxiety dream, which is not atypical for me, about driving a car that I seem to have no real control over. This is an odd dream for me to have since I don't know how to drive, and I don't own a car. My sister owns a car because my father bought her one when she graduated high school, but I'm a boy and a twin, so obviously that sort of thing couldn't happen for me. Today I woke up and on TV was some high rolling expensive cars auction. All day its been on, my parents apparently enjoy watching people pay hundreds of thousands of dollars for cars they themselves want. I think my point is that... gee people are car obsessed.

I think I was having an anxiety dream because I'm upset about not making it to FC. Naturally I'm thinking about what con I might be able to attend next, but I also have the conflicting hope of getting a job... which would probably put a hold on me getting a week of vacation all at once for the next year or more. I urge people who I know who are at the con now to write long detailed reports about your experiences so that I may live the experience vicariously through you as I turn into a dreamless bitter cog in someone’s machine.